Happy solar return to me! Another year around the sun has passed and it is time to do a little astrological reflection of my year. I write these posts on a yearly basis and it has been really fun to reflect for me hehe.
I spend my 27th birthday back in Ubud in Bali. Where I spend a slow day, connecting to my body, my senses and gave myself lots of love. Actually the location where you spend your birthday influences your solar return chart. Very interesting!
I spend this year with a Cancer rising conjunct Jupiter with my sun in the 1st house. Meaning expansion and growth of my sense of self, lots of focus on ME haha. But also a very caring, showing my soft side year. Although Cancer is a cardinal sign and has a tough shell, I also did not fully show myself as much when I first met people. I noticed it took me time to show myself more fully. The expansion for this year was incredible and I feel so much stronger, more connected and in tune with myself.
MC in Aries conjunct Neptune and Saturn. Which brought a lot more boldness in regards to Miracles Of The Moon, my confidance, structure and understanding of my business. I feel that I could do more and truly make a stronger brand, work harder, use the sales funnel, marketing techniques I do understand and know (I did a bachelors in marketing). But this has not been feeling all too good… I do not want to join the “market” in such ways and I feel like I want to help people, not push things. Well the Aries has made me more confident for sure. Saying yes to trying new things!
I could market harder. I could optimize more. I could sell more strategically. But Neptune near the MC says: “does that actually feel aligned with your soul?” And Saturn there asks: “okay then… what does integrity-based structure look like?” It shows a redefinition of ambition, visibility, success and leadership.
Moon conjunct Uranus in Gemini. Moon in 12th and Uranus in 11th. The moon was my chart ruler of this solar chart with a Cancer rising. A beautiful moon in Gemini gave me lots of curiosity, interest and the ability to wanting to learn. Additionalky the layer of Uranus gave lots of unexpected emotional waves. This was not easy to navigate all the time and instead of “just” feeling I was intelectualizing my emotions a lot.
Venus in Gemini in the 12th house. Mars in Virgo in the 3rd house. This mars was square venus… definety some stagnant energy here. I felt like the love was hidden and secretive this year. There were some interesting unsaid and unfinished stories. Nothing that manifested itself truly. The Mars showed me disciplined communication, developting skills and learning how to articulate myself better.
Mercury in Leo in the 2nd house which showed many thoughts and conversations about stability, self worth and financial security. Especially when I got back to NL after traveling and I felt like wow, this is such an interesting life we have build. I saw how my desires were in this capitalist world, how easy it is to fall back in the trap.
The AC and Jupiter in Cancer were square MC, with Nepunte and Saturn in Aries but this constalation was trine my sun. Part of me wanted softness, slowness, safety and authenticity. While another part of me felt the pressure to build, define and structure my work more seriously. I noticed this tension especially around miracles of the moon and how I want to move within the online space.
This year showed me that success without alignment means very little to me. I don’t want to build something purely because it ‘works’. I want to create from truth, softness, intuition and genuine connection.
I also felt how important emotional safety became this year. My body became louder. My intuition became clearer. I stopped romanticizing certain experiences, people and lifestyles as much and started asking myself: does this actually feel good for my nervous system?
My sun being trine the Saturn for grounding and the Neptune for inspiration, showed this 1st house sun personalization. Letting my life, identiy, healing and voice becoming integrated with what I share in the blog, podcast and during my sessions!
For my 28th solar return year I have another Cancer rising year, again bringing the focus back to emotional truth, identity and inner safety. But this chart already feels different.
A busy 1st house and a Moon-Saturn opposition feels like stepping into a year that asks for deeper embodiment, maturity and emotional responsibility. Less floating. Less dreaming. More grounding what I’ve learned into real life.
I can already feel the shift coming. Exited to see what will unfold!
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