Someone recently asked me the question of what I find the most difficult placement in my own birth chart.
I had to think a little bit but I realized that it is my dreamy, Pisces, flowly energy. I love this about me. But it also is the placement that gets me away from Earth.
I have my Sun opposition Neptune, meaning that Neptune the planet of illusions, dreams and spirituality influences my Sun, the sense of self, the core of me, my identity. This Neptune represents mist, intuition, fantasy and dissolving boundaries.
These two energies together in a challenging way (with the opposition) gives me a self-image that changes on depending who I am with, I pick up a lot of emotions from others as if they are my own and mainly the reality and imagination blur into each other.
I am often in a fantasy land and sometimes struggle to identify the difference. This is a path of learning and growth, and the beauty of astrology is to become aware of this within you and evolve!
Additionally I have my south node in Pisces, where this energy is oneness, spirituality and cosmic identity. The south node represents past lives, memories and the skills we came here with into this life. The energy that comes naturally to me is to be more connected to the source than the physical world, not having to deal with boundaries or structure, feeling a lot, learning through intuition and living partly in another dimension.
I am here to grow into my north node in Virgo, learn how to be human, to be in my body and to live in the world and not escape from it. Also my rising sign / AC is in Virgo, which keeps me a little bit grounded. Guiding me toward practicality, embodiment and clarity.
To be a hypersensitive person in a colder, capitalist and individualistic world is not always easy. Thankfully I found some other beautiful souls who share my visions and sensitivity. Growing into a strong, boundary making, organized person who listens to her body and loves being in this physical reality while remembering the oneness and magic is where I am going 𖦹
miracles of the moon ☽ 