While I have been solo traveling the world for nearly a year now there have definitely been moments of disbelief, gratefulness, immense joy but also sadness.
As every human goes through vary emotions it is normal that during one year this also happens.
Some of the moments that have made me cry in this last year were when I arrived to Nepal and was greeted with food poisoning that lasted 2 weeks. When I was pushed to deep into yoga postures and hurt my physical body. The lack of softness.
When I was doing volunteer in Indonesia and felt extremely uncomfortable by the men in the village and wanted to leave. I cried for a few days before I had the courage to leave.
Additionally an old men of 65-years old made me feel very guilty for not wanting to spend time with him after meeting for one afternoon. He wrote me some really mean messages. Later looking back I realized wow, this was crazy.
When my friends came to visit and left… a reminder of how much I enjoyed spending time with them but also missed them.
Arriving to new countries, people taking absurd amounts of money because you are a tourist (read 15 euros for 2 coconuts). While you are not alert yet and just arrived, people constantly take advantage.
Not being able to find the hostel, asking many people, getting stressed. In the end of course it worked out well but I cried on the bench
Being sick yet AGAIN in Peru. So many rounds of food poisoning someone can endure haha. This always makes me cry and feel sad, lonely.
These stories are just to show you that life keeps flowing and it is not always happy vibes!
miracles of the moon ☽ 