With Neptune in Aries and me being all Cancer, double, more Cancer – it is an interesting period for me. Neptune is making its way slowly squaring all my personal planets. Moon, Venus, Mars and lastly my Sun.
It started with a Neptune square to my moon. Interesting period. I found myself in a position of truly listening to my own emotional needs. Lessons came to me about boundaries and listening to my own vision.
Standing up for myself and following my own way. With a lot of doubts and confusion. I felt very lonely and misunderstood. I was crying A LOT. Which since I am more in balance now a days is rare. I felt so sad and so confused.
I felt very out of tune, not connected to the Divine. I was really lost. I was wondering: what am I doing. Where is this going? Why do I feel so sad? What is going on?
My natal moon in Cancer is in the 10th house (career, authority, the father, public image) so the authority problems were faced. My feminine intuition was questioned. I had to choose myself. No men can have control or authority over me. Commanding me, thinking he knows better then me. Culturally Dutch directness and woman empowerment were a lot for this little small town in Indonesia where I was – I just had to leave. Choose my own path. Why be somewhere you are not cherished?
But in a kind and gentle way, stand up, respect yourself – stay friendly. Boundaries do not have to be rude or mean. Close the chapter. Finish it in good energies.
Too many questions, too little clarity… I moved through it. Slowly. I arrived in a new place at the beach: perfect for my Cancer self. Again a new person and same lesson came on my path: my public image was attacked. He saw me the way he wanted to. I did not even say anything, a whole story was created. Lessons on projection. Just block: no need for negativity and no need to explain or defend yourself to everyone. Bye.
Read a book on Neptune: learned how much Neptune influence there is in my chart. Learned about the time/space reality and the timelessness reality. The difference between 3D world and 5D world.
I felt like this transit taught me interesting topics and guided me to understanding Neptune better as a planet.
Currently I am in the Neptune square Venus transit: will update you on that soon – it is a funny one let me tell you that.
miracles of the moon ☽ 