This year was intense – mentally draining and also full of opportunities. It was the year I was fully conscious aware of my solar return chart and I was using it for guidance.
My AC was Virgo just like my natal AC. Which made my sun in my 11th house. It was a year where I did feel like myself and I got to know myself even better. I accepted myself. Returning to myself.
There were some intense aspect patterns of my solar Saturn (Pisces) in the 6th house opposite my solar Mars and Moon (Virgo) in the 12th house. The intensity I felt of overthinking and not sure if I wanted to keep going with my job at the time. The 6th house rules over your daily routine, work and health. The 12th house rules over the subconscious, mental health, spirituality and isolation.
I felt like there was this big choice I had to make between my dreams and spiritual beliefs – my work. It was just such a big moment to reflect, is this job what I want to do? I am tired and I don’t have time to work on my dreams. Such as Miracles Of The Moon. The opposition felt like a force in which I had to make a choice. So in the end two weeks before the new solar return: I decided to quit my job and travel the world freely.
The Neptune in the 7th house brought a lot of fantasies. At times, I got lost in projections. I also met a lot of interesting people – deep conversations, expanding – I had very spiritual experiences through people and with other people. My Chiron was also in the 7th house, so old wounds around relationships also came to the surface.
Jupiter and Uranus in the 8th house (Taurus) added another layer. This was a year of deep internal shifts — especially around intimacy, trust, and letting go of control. Uranus squaring my Mercury and Venus sparked inner tension and change in how I communicate and relate.
But Jupiter trining Mars and Moon gave me the courage to face it all – to move, release, and expand.
At times, the tension was overwhelming – especially with Uranus squaring my Mercury and Venus. My thoughts were all over the place, I questioned what I valued, what I wanted, and how to express myself clearly. But there was also freedom in that shake-up. I wasn’t meant to stay the same.
This year taught me that sometimes the stars don’t promise ease – they offer growth. And with that, freedom.
